I'm back! big time!!

so, i missed my blog. period!

i'm gonna work on it again, new layout, new chatty box, new bloggers links!! i seen lotsa new bloggers who got it goin on.. so yeah, i'm back!

:D

Bleh.

Bleh..

This blog has come and gone, went on and off, seen happy times and not so happy times, met through ppl and got to know ppl, whom both i hate, luv, adore, respect and resent.. i NEVER thought blogging would have had an effect on my life. After all. I started blogging as a way to vent :)

As i come back today, after a long breakup with my blog, to complain, i realise i owed my blog too much. i wouldnt have become who i am without it. being good or bad, is not up to me to decided, but i know this much, i like myself much much more now. i've really learned.

so yesterday was crappy, yeah thats all i'm gonna say for the time being. blogging aint safe anymore, and ya'll know wht i mean..

Again, bleh.

Off!

i'm fed up, being at work and not doing anything sucks!!
i made my mind, i'm bringing my PSP tomorrow!!

10 things I realized lately.

1. Worrying or thinking about something that already happened is just a waste of time.
2. I CAN do anything.
3. I can not just sit and do NOTHING! (current status @ work)*
4. I'm a techy geek whether I like it or not! I actually miss my glasses.
5. I can NOT live properly without working out.
6. My face tells you everything about me! =\
7. I NEED a car!
8. I am very loyal to my bank (I am NOT being sarcastic =\)
9. I CAN cope with my life with less sleep.
10. I miss you :$
    
    *I'm actually writing this from work!!
    
    ~Over and out.
    
    Ps. To taqo, I am in the process of getting a new layout 8)~

Cleaning Out My Closet

Wow. as I re-read our convos.. This one last time, before I clean my PC from the dust.. I go through ur words and I remember the pain! The fear! The confusion!! The hurt!! How I put up with all ur stupid lies! With ur crazy ideas! How I made up excuses for you to people, when I didn't believe them but thought I should protect you!

And now, as I read again, I just feel... numb.

~Lol, someone tells me ur gay!! LMAO.

I'm a Granny!!! Well, I Do Feel Like One!!!

My sisters cat had babies!!
I feel so...... motherly somehow!!

Oh my, she went through labor pain 8( And now baby Tiger is a lil mother!!

Awwww
:3

(Someone should shut me up already!)

New Type of Terrorism.. Hey, I'm Just Quoting Here ;)

They already did that before to my old TaurusChic blog! What can I say; at least they're keeping themselves busy.

Mixed feeling I got when I saw "Oil Cell" members on TV talk about how they wanted to blast the oil fields city of Ebqiq in Eastern province. I am happy they got caught. But it is scary how they already got busy schedules with lotsa activities.

I had a male relative who used to think that Al Qaida was actually doing Muslims a favor, and making "us" "powerful" and "respected", and this way "amreeka" –USA- will "fear us".
After a close relative died in al washam bombing 2 years ago, he stopped thinking that way.

7asbe allah 3alihom, allah yj3al 7eelhom beenhom.

When I was in school, one of my friend's cell phone was damaged and when she took it to be fixed, they gave her a temp phone to use. This phone had a recording of an above 18 girl to guy convo. She let me and another friend hear it, the other friend told her to tell the girls she actually recorded that to a girl who was not good with her, I asked wth should she claim to that, and she replied to make the girls scared of you, therefore, respect you!!!!

That ass. Her lies got her to lotsa trouble.

Ps. if you think you are creative in Arabic writing, maybe you should check out that site ;)

End of post.

Hans,
You come up to me in my own blog and judge me and give me advise on how to spend my time and what to do, then u act as if ur a real nice person. Honestly, I don’t believe in nice people anymore, so whatever u wana say, say it already, or just shut up ;)

So.. KSU is Stupid..?

This girl I met got a double major in KSU!!! She actually played the system!! FARTHEADS!

Ps. to Hans, how can I help u :)

Hmmm, I kinda did miss it!

Well. I am back to being the techy chica..

• I am reading VBA books to refresh my mind.
• Fixing my aunts printer and making her some high resolution picture files.
• Adding additional RAM to my Laptop.
• Fixing my bros MP3 player (Heck, I remembered, where the heck is my Ipod!!)
• DLing software for my new cell phone (whaaat, this also counts!)
• Searching for a new layout. (HELP!)

So, I am working with this really nice guy, who is a very Shiite. He's from Gatif, got a million bros and sisters...etc. But all in all, he's a great dude! Smart, well educated and a team player, I can't get over why ppl assume we don't get along.

I remembered when I was in my old Syrian mob department, I was supposed to check some people to work with us, and I got this CV for this young fellow who's a fresh grad. I showed my supervisor, he looked at the address, read "Gatif" out loud and said, "ma nbeeh!!" -we don't want him- I was like, that's not a reason! He laughed and left me speechless!

I might "hate" Syrians, Egypt, Cults, Clumsy people! But I would never base something like that on not choosing a guy for a job =\

Shit, I feel like I can't write well anymore!
I desperately need to be hitting the GYM!

New weekend, new life, new me..

So, I started becoming more and more careless.. And this is so opposite of me, I'd like to thank a new friend who made me look at life differently.. Life is so much better and easier this way :)

My grandpa is recovering in the hospital after his open heart op, and my aunt is back to the hospital for more chemo. Rabe arf3 3anhom o 3afeehom.

I Guess.. I Never Hated You

Speechless..
Lotsa events..
I guess writing aint gonna give you the feeling!

I never judged..Seriousely.. NEVER!

Yeah well..
I guess respecting the pasts u had is what keeps u going :)

There's a Pirates of the Caribbean PSP Game??!!!

I'm back. I'm back to ranting. I'm not paying 9$ a year for my domain whom all my family and friends know about anymore!! This is better.

I had a great costume party the other day!! I actually DJed that gig, Stereo Laptop, wiring, and big speakers!! It's was kool!!

I wana list the people who most attracted attention with thier outfits:

• Mummy
• Devil lady
• Bee!!
• Goth Angel
• Jack Sparrow :P
• Hawaiian Chica (I thought Malibu Barbie, but whatever:P)
• Hood Nigga
• Arabian Dancer (we got 3 of those!)
• Japanese lady!!
• Hooker
• School girl
• Miss World :P
• Faronic Lady
• Lady from the 18th century
• Gothic chic
• Cult member
• Harry Potter!!
• FBI Agent

Lotsa other girls wore 50's style dresses, and a couple of my sis friends came wearing jeans :@

Anyhoo, WOW!! I realized hosting parties aint easy! But definitely FUN!!!

So, that's an activity to do in boring Riyadh ;)

Time's Running Up

Wow, I'm almost 23 and I am OH SO BORED, I look at older people in my family and work and wonder how could they put up with life, it's boring. Or is it just me? I wonder.

So, I been trying out new habits, in which might not be right, but excuse my boredom, I need to be entertained :P Here are the major ones;

• Started eating the food I hated, and stopped eating the food I liked.
• Getting in touch with REALLY OLD friends!
• Watching old Arabic cartoons on my DVD player (3adnan wa lina and robbin hood)
• Reading the blogs I hated to read.
• Plan a costume party!
• Play more on my PSP. I need more games!
• If I liked something, go for it right away! (Careful, this might result financial problems)
• I'm looking for friends in Thailand, yeah, just for the sake of it!
• Really listen when my sisters talk to me about school or co-op.
• Facebook is for fun only. The bikini shots have to go down!
• Imagin I'm flying off to Hong Kong & checking out hot spots and make reservations =D
• Buy a car! Thank God for lease programs ;)
• Cutting off TV time. And less internet hours!

Regarding blog world, I'm interviewing 3zayez as soon as I get the time and energy. Need some help from Ash to do some polls about the blogs for the bloggers group. And Taqwa to write the questions~!

Blah

i'm bored.