Friday, February 23, 2007

What is There to Have Fun "out" in Riyadh?


So, weekend, I had my reunion thingy today, mama had her own plans with her peeps. Dad was in bar, and my bros, well u know.. Surprisingly, my sisters had no where to go, and nothing to do!! I felt bad for them!! They really had nothing!!! What did they do, called STC and used ge6af(some kind of points STC gives out when using cell phones), more like abused ge6af, they called all the people they knew to chat!! Lol.

Oh yeah, I had a looot of fun at the reunion, I was amazed by what happened to my friends, I'm really happy for them! We agreed to do this more often =)

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Life Goes On..


Once upon a time, there was a little girl. Living with her pink sweet looking family; mom, dad and sister and bro.. Her smile never left her, she loved to play, hey joy was when daddy gave her some time of his day. Daddy didn't do that a lot. After all he's all grown up, he was asthmatic, and she didn't want to hurt her daddy. He would play with others kids though, something she never understood. Now she grown, she still didn't get "Why wouldn't he play a lil with me."

As she got older, she saw him preach her, constantly telling her what's right and wrong.
Choosing her friends, her schooling, judging her hobbies, and her life!! He grew up to hate her, or so she felt, as he always thought the worst of her. Mommy was never there, she had her own place and own circle of life. She wouldn't care less of what happens inside her house, as long as it looked shiny and lunch was presented on time.

The little girl was no longer little, she got to learn a lot from life, although everyone stereotyped her as the spoiled one, everything she learnt was the hard way. She's all grown up now, should be all independent. But found herself in a place where she didn't feel she belonged, she always had a lot to accomplish in her mind, she always saw herself going places, she wanted a lot in life which she slowly but fiercely, realised she can't have.

Now, a young woman, she thinks, why bother dream, plan, or care, when my destiny is always under someone's hands. Whenever she wanted something, the irony of her reality hits her, telling her, although it is your life, but this is not your decision to make!

She still keeps walking, wipes her tears, and puts on her usual smile. Trying to go on.. Not really wanting to, but for the sake of her faith, for the love she has for her family, not knowing what she wants in life anymore, she still.. Goes on.

Monday, February 19, 2007

I'm Back, I'm Hyper :P and I am Better!!



Well.. I am back, Bahrain was.. Hmmm, well you know Bahrain, a couple of malls, sheesha cafes, movies, booze :P nothing special.. As always, just another family vacation~!

I seen a guy shitting by the highway, my baby bro and baby sis Ipods were stolen! I was moving around like a Vegas dealer, a deck of cards and an envelope filled with 100 Riyal bills totalling 5 grand!! WHAT?? You know my wallet and credit cards were stolen 3 weeks ago 8(

I was thinking on the long way back, what's the deal with girl friends?? Cant there be a real girl friend anymore?? Was there a9lan!! Why do people have to stereotype girls to be back stabbers and two faced liars.. Is it true cuz we ALL are!!! That's too bad, I hope it ain't true.. But I can see where all that is coming from more and more everyday!!

Still trying to get another job, I hate myself for being too picky and then,realising I need to move already!! Even if I didn't like the job, or the benefits were not as flashy as it should be.. I hate this feeling I'm getting lately, wanting to drop work, go back to uni.. live off mom and dad.. And just be a kid again 8(

Guess my glass looks half empty today..

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Happy Valentines..

I am sick..
Home..
Hating my self!
I can't talk properly..
I can't walk properly..
And I cannot even BREATH properly!!
I'm sending the driver now to get my medications
(WHAT? I didn't think I was really sick till I woke up today!!)
What a happy valentines this turned out to be!
Pray for my health people, as I feel like I'm dying 8(

Friday, February 09, 2007

Weekends Weekends..

So.. My Ipod mini is officially full now, I need to take some real thought in selecting the music I'll keep and the music I'll delete.. I am not ready to buy a new Ipod yet..

Yesterday I did not go out anywhere.. I was in pain, and someone was supposed to be there for me!! You always say I am your best friend, but you sure ain't mine..
So, I been in my lovely room for what seems like forever this weekend, as my lovely family made me casa into everyones su casa, I couldn't be free in my own home. I am usually an outgoing person and can mingle with anyone, but yesterday, I didn't want to see anyone, and our lovely guest slept over. (I don't know when exactly, the house was up all night).

My plan was to go to work this weekend too, but I didn't wake up! 8( I'll just go on Sat a tad early so I finish up what I got to finish.. Nothing productive ever happens on Sat, everyone else is off! I am proposing a new weekend for our department in the weekly meet. Hope it all goes well.

~Enjoy ur weekends everyone ;)

Sunday, February 04, 2007

My Name is Fo0f and I am Suspicious-ic.


OK. This is gonna be weird, -For me, not for you!!- Being a suspicious person, I always thought I had a good thing going on for me here. As it is never bad to be suspicious, it makes you think about the situation, and analyze it and always gets you a logical explanation given the variables you have. Or at least that's what I thought for my last 22 years.

My suspicious behavior always got me to solve a lot of problems and always made me think wisely before I con somebody - as a prank of course!! Or parents, dauh!- I always enjoyed it. I don't say it was always right but I don't go on accusing people and that's what kept me on the safe side always, you are a liar, and I know, but you don't know I know. And we can both co exist, me knowing how your mind thinks, and you thinking I'm too dumb to get what your trying to pull.

So the other day at work, I been getting the weirdest calls, someone's been calling me and hanging up, and I'm used to that from my annoying co worker, she wants to know if I'm there, or she just wants to annoy me. The stupid thing is, I can hear her punching my numbers, and hanging up!! We're two cubicles away for God's sake!!!

So this was going on for a while, then my cell phone, missed calls from a “sawa” number. I was like OK. What does she want to do now =\ and I was in the middle of a discussion with a colleague and it did annoy me!! So I told him, please call this number!! I wanted to bust her and make her feel stupid, so he called. And it was the breakfast I ordered for the department, the guy bringing it was lost!!! TALK ABOUT A FLUSHED FO0F FACE!!

Good thing I didn't tell my colleague about my so-bright-conclusion!!! I would've been so embarrassed!!

~Fo0f, over and out.