My baby sister just bought herself 2 new guitars, and she's been practicing all day!! Weirdly enough, I am not annoyed!! heh.. It's interesting to see my baby sis having such interest, my younger sister never did, she always copied me, I didn't complain, till I grew up and saw her getting jealous of my friends :S She's older and a lil bit wiser now =P Well, It's been more than one year of me blogging, I didn't reach a 100 posts yet, but I feel like I did, and though, I remember every post, I enjoy reading every post! Is that sick?! I always liked my own writings, although my writings were usually about what happens around me, what I think and feel about it, not stories, poems, or articles of any kind. When I first started I was pissed at my sister, she told me that I complained about work to her too much. It's nothing but normal since my life is my job, and I spent an awful lot of time there, and I do look at my job as my future, she's working now, and doing it to me, lol. So anyways, I thought enough said, if I got to complain, I'll write about it! I started out ok, then thought what if my colleagues read this! A couple are annoying, but that don't mean I want to hurt their feelings. Only one is really crazy and I already told her so it's no biggy. But now, when I look at my blog, I realize I couldn't even do that, do what I wanted to do with it, and I don't know if it means I got over that or not. Another thing, I tend to like my privacy, I enjoy my Fo0f time alone, and my best friend just graduated, and now wants to work in "banke el me3fen" as she calls it =\ I was like, "Ok, m3fn and u want to work in it leeh??" "Oh, I'm excited to be with you", she says, so I wish her the best and help her all I can, a couple of weeks later she gets accepted and will join shortly, and I can't help but feel like my personal place is being invaded, I don't know why I am not liking the idea. I truly love her, but she could've worked somewhere else, I really don't like to be unprofessional at work, and I never wanted to sound childish to her, but really, it's like when ur mom shows ur new friends ur naked baby pictures, that is so her, she likes to do that, all the time, to everyone, even new people we just met, that's her way of looking sweet, telling people about ur embarrassing stuff, knowing I don't do that, and she will eventually "look" better. I never mind, cuz normally, it's in front of her friends or family who know how she is. But infront of other people, like my folks, or my friends, she's a tad embarrassing, although they know everything about me, she always can make things sound worse, or more embarrassing =\ And I am in a bit of a battled lately, thinking; would it be "3eeb" to go on to her and tell her, about the whole behavior that bugs me, -not about her joining where I work-, we are very close. But I really don't want her to get it wrong or hurt her feelings. I was supposed to go to her place today, I didn't go cuz of this thinking dilemma which I am hating. Off, a wise girl once told me, don't befriends girls, girls are weird.. I am so with her in that right now!!!
