Right now, I feel like meeting friends. And my family feels like seeing relatives, and since I am not the "decision maker" in this house, I had to put up with what they wanted to do, and accept that I am not going out, just because going out to meet friends while they meet relatives is a big taboo -at least in their heads- I don't want to even get started on how people think in my family. I don't say I think perfectly, nor that I am a family person, I see my grandparents, aunts and uncles once a month at least. And I think that is more than enough for someone who works 10 hrs a day, 5 days a week and has lotsa friends she rarely sees.
I don't know why I don't feel as bummed as before, I think it has to do with a convo I had yesterday with a friend (she was online, I didn’t see her!) She told me I was too sensitive and that made some people afraid of getting close to me, and that I get hurt easily. I think that got me thinking, of course after I rained her with her insecurities as pay back =P don’t worry, we love each other.
I discovered a new thing about me - it is amusing that you still "learn" things about yourself-. A convo like the one I had with my friend, really sinks in, gets me deep. See I take what people say most of the time seriously, yesterday, it did me a lot of good. And I am grateful to her.
On another note, Abdul from work sent me a happy new year SMS!! That guy hates me!! Lol, what's happening to this world??! Plus, I thought he was kinda.. Mutawa'a? =P lol, guess looks (and behaviour) are deceiving..
I don't have new year resolutions, it's the same old 22nd birthday wishes, I just thought, now I got 4 months only to get them all done, so I better step up on those goals, may God help me, and bless the ones I luv. Amen
~Fo0f
I don't know why I don't feel as bummed as before, I think it has to do with a convo I had yesterday with a friend (she was online, I didn’t see her!) She told me I was too sensitive and that made some people afraid of getting close to me, and that I get hurt easily. I think that got me thinking, of course after I rained her with her insecurities as pay back =P don’t worry, we love each other.
I discovered a new thing about me - it is amusing that you still "learn" things about yourself-. A convo like the one I had with my friend, really sinks in, gets me deep. See I take what people say most of the time seriously, yesterday, it did me a lot of good. And I am grateful to her.
On another note, Abdul from work sent me a happy new year SMS!! That guy hates me!! Lol, what's happening to this world??! Plus, I thought he was kinda.. Mutawa'a? =P lol, guess looks (and behaviour) are deceiving..
I don't have new year resolutions, it's the same old 22nd birthday wishes, I just thought, now I got 4 months only to get them all done, so I better step up on those goals, may God help me, and bless the ones I luv. Amen
~Fo0f
9 comments:
ya sater, you must be a friend of Raheel =P
loool@ Abdul! so u thought he's a Mutawa'a? :) I'm trying ti picture your expression the moment u received the sms! :P
I dunno if I should be sorry for you should meet family instead of friends! :) My mom used to practice the same pressure on us years ago, but now she;s healed! lol as she learns that nothing in life equals the joy of her daughters.. I guess! or she just grew less stubborn? I really dunno! whatever! :)
My break was good! :)
Thinking of posting about it later :)
ciao ciao :)
And BTW,
what do you do???
10 hours????? OH GOSH!
Y36eeki al3afia wallah! :)
Turns out he didnt send the sms, I don't know any other with the same name =\ *puzzled*
About ur mama.. I think "she just grew less stubborn" ;) come to think of it, mine too, she was aloooot worse.. Heh.
And do share ur memories and pix girl, t7amst =D
~Welcome to my blog mia bella =D
Why can't you meet both? I don't get it =s,, anyhow,, lol @ the Abdul thingie =D Don't misunderstand him! I used to work with someone who looked like he's the most mutawa' in Saudi Arabia, but turned out he enjoys "teaching" girls. Oh well =D Some of them grow beards just because they can't shave them. I.e. pressured not to. Good luck with your goals =)
Both what??
~Abt the looks, super true! =\
Thanks for the wishes, I made a whole post abt the goals, lol.. You knw what girl, I need ur email!! Give me ur IM ASAP!
~Seems like a stalker? Wala i'm not, lol :$
Both what??
Your friends and family.
And OMG I'm afraid of you now =p
Lol.. I can, and I did.. About being afraid, you should be :P
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