It's 11:30 PM. I am at the beach listening to Dido's "Here With Me" on my Nokia MP3 Player since my Ipod mini's battery died. With all the weekend hustle behind me on Cavill Avenue, I can't help but think about you. Are you at the beach too? Was our friendship really meaningless, when I thought it was so real. When I remember your email last week saying you remembered me, I can't help but quote when you said "What do you want from me!!". I have been lied to and cheated on and stabbed by all sorta people, and I was OK, but this time, I doubt if I'll ever trust a friend again.
Euphoria once wrote a post about forgiveness, when I read the comments, I decided not to comment my self, as I thought it would be weird to say "I forgive but never foget", and sadly, I think things will never be the same again. I wipe my tears, pick up my gold and black hand bag, and decide to head home.I know I said I will stop bloggin for a while, but I really think I am posting this, after all it's MY blog.
On a further note, I thank my sisters and friends Maha, Farah and Bassem for their concerns. Guys I know you're all peaceful, 7ata farah, I remember you told me before going to the states you might delete ur blog, its not that, it's just the pressure to blog now! No one gets it's an online JOURNAL! Not a newspaper column! And I just was hurt when I wrote that, and I wanted to do something about it but couldn't and that hurt me more!!
~For whoever is bored, add this guy to your IM smarterchild@hotmail.com he just annoys me.
-5 more days to Riyo and work! -Someone is not so into that mood, might as well take a longer vacation-. We'll see about that. For now, laters.
6 comments:
ur welcome foof. as for the crappy ppl, no need to forgive but if u want to forgive its ok. do wutever makes me u feel more comfy and in the end just ignore it. dont let it get to u
awwww 7abibaty enty
but don't let something like this get you down .. eveyone in the world is an asshole but there are ppl who show it to much so always think that there are more ppl that love you and i'm one of them :D ( awwww i'm so sweet 9a7 loool )
and pleeez don't stop blogging and don't delete your blog coz i love it
soooo cheer up coz in 3 more days your gonna come back to the most wonderful place on earth RIYADH looool
*cocks waddah*
foof i am telling you woman let me do it ;) wallah it'll be pain free, i mean unless you want it otherwise :D
listen sweetheart we learn from our mistakes, but it doesnt mean we scar ourselves. and anyway the most important thing is to TRUST ME!!!! :D
people stop threatening to close your blogs, damn it!! u opened it so keep it that way !! ok had to say that :D
foof hope u come home safe and happy :D
Honestly guys, I fear I dont know what defines a friend now, I look at my friends and theink, I did hurt a lot of them too! and we still love each other, I guess it varies with each friend.
Maha
I try not to. But it's hard when that person is still roaming around your life.
Diabz
You're right girl, and thanks!
Bal8ees
lol, girl, I loved this statement "eveyone in the world is an asshole" I see I'm not the only wise woman here =P
Luv ya dear, and see ya in hot ol' Riyo!
Ash
Man, sometimes you can be scary! I don't blame Kareem for fearing you, heh, I'll get back to you later someone is calling me :S!! -I'm at the airport -
Ash, "but it doesnt mean we scar ourselves." you're wise too! =D and I trust you as long as you're holding to Waddah!!
-Coming tonight, and then back to work bokra =( boohoo!
*hugs Farooha*
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