Happy new year Fo0f..

End of December.. Bored out.. Server's down.. People ain't online aymore (star academy is on, Dauh!!).. And I'm really hating the fact that I can't post!!

Two long weeks, what's exciting is most people are coming back home for the holidays.. My big bro Mo's back! And I just knew when I heard his voice inside our house!! lol, Mr. T's back!! -I love to tease him like that :P'
At this time, when all the family's here, I really miss 3ziz, Sousie- Believe it or not that's what we nick name our little bro.. He's too confident he never complained!

Ok, my friend Joan from work.. I havent seen him in a while, so the other day when I saw him I said: "Hey! Joan! Long time no see!!" He replied with the weirdest thing: "Me see, me now!" he said it with a straight face and i'm like; HUH!!!

Oh yeah.. Dad said he can get me my flat-plasma-tv-of-my-dreams cheaper!! I am getting it this Sunday!!- I really want to get it!! But do I really want to live in my room??

A lot happened this year.. I got crushed yet again.. I got Acne for the first time in my life, I got a new job, I got to a new house, I really felt missing 3aziz, We got two kittens, I got better with my dad, Went to Lebanon for the forth time in a row at winter and this year it was so jammed and yet it was the best time, more like Beirut dash Riyadh :S!!, went to Bahrain for the usual week end movie and shopping, I learned a lot about people wiedroes do live a normal life among us!!, I got a new Laptop, I got to know a lot of kool people who I consider my friends now, I learned to appreciate my friends, Learned that guys are pigs well, i got to diffrenciate the pig type at least, got a mobily sim card, bought a LOT of new shoes!, got my hair really cut short, got nasty at work, went on a Financial Management Course, Applied in online courses, learned the luxuries of shopping online and got addicted to it, donated more than half my closet, saved money for the summer, Not seen SAM once!!, seen a lot of people I never wanted to see.. got 21 years old, but yet didn't dance it all night drunk :(, learned that el 3rg dasas is so true!! and I got a twin sister and an adopted brother!!

I didn't do much this year :S.. I need to plan next year in advance I guess..
Happy new year, Fo0f..

Tagged.. Bees ur up nxt :P

Fedo tagged me.. (i was like; wth's a tag a9ln)

Bees, ur desktop please :P

I talk too much.. ?

Don't blog for a whole week.. mmm..
well, this torture was suggested by one of my friends, she said, hey kool blog! but where'd you bring all that chit-chat from!! lol, b3deen suggested the weekly bloggging.. Never said i talk too much but i got the picture :$
First week training under a guy, who once thought i had a crush on him.. (this is gonna be akward)lol, turned out not so bad, not so cool kaman, but hey he's trying and i'm driving him nuts!!!
LOL!! Sam decided to get in touch at last with her femenine side (at 22 years old and after all KSU thought she's THE Uni's married Lesbian!!) << weird girls go to KSU i tell yea!
Another friend got married, and I got the bouquet!! LM-&my sista's-AO!!!! She actually GAVE it to me, i didnt have to work hard for it.. makes you wonder..
Saw 2 girls i like who i havent seen in a long time (ever since i started work *wink* )
Saw 2 of the cutest, hottest, most attractive guys at Megastar who gave me the look ;) *Dreamy eyes*<< long time she has'nt been out!
Ahh, my convo abilities are getting worse, as i wrok 10 hrs a day, sleep 12 and last 2 hrs i spend watching TV, no wonder i cant talk anymore!!

I have an Imaginary Best Friend..

today I realized I have an Imaginary Best Friend..

Wow, I luv Tuesdays.. Ever since school I thought this is a kool day.. its just before weekend so that makes it even more lovable to me =D.. Now as I work, Tuesday is the only day i can wake up at 7:15 AM to be at work before 8!! Yeah, you guessed it i luv to sleep!! I went on a shopping spree last week, 3 days in a row, and i'd get anything, ANYTHING, that I liked!! Now, as a result, I am broke! I want money, i feel the urge to have money!! I dont want to get money off my credit cards cuz thats just crazy, I'll be broke next month that way :S I still want to buy an abaya :(

On my way home today, as I was thinking about a freak I work with, who thinks cuz i'm a computer programmer, I played with her PC settings to steal her mail :S I was like; you know what girl, you're weird! I held that in too much, when it came out it was a little mean I guess, anyhoo... she was asking for it..

Today, I got great news at work, at least I thought it was great! I was going to a new area.. training.. Thats great as last week for me was baiscally reading the papers and just looking for any financial news :S

Banque PNB Paibas opened officially in Riyadh, Amal was in the pix in Layaleena Magazine (new Riyadh society latest news magazine, lol i know we're getting more superficial as time goes on)

I knew also about the 2 IPO's coming up; next week yansab, and anothe Co. after that.. That would've been good news if I wasnt broke.. Playing lotsa Soduko right now, it's free =P.. so hard to win that game though.. Man! Japs are just too much!!

Broke!!! ya3ni home cooked foor and lotsa TV, and sleep in early..

Maybe call Sam, as i thought about on my way home i felt sorry for our friendship, as much as we love each other so much, and know about each other, its more sms-telephone-internet relationship.. And we didnt see each other much after school.. I went to KSU-CS dept and actually attended a lecture with her once, we were chatting and goofing the whole time her nerdy classmates wanted to kill me and i felt bad she didnt take notes and she is an A student, at least she were at school when i was a lazy ass.. She came to IPA and saw my "people" and our canteen and loved the place its just like a private school =P

The meetings between us were always limited as her house was by Exit 16 and my old home was at 9.. I went to her place only once.. we met out most of the time, and as much as her mom loves me -actually calls me Nouf al-kool, lol- i always dissapointed her in my attempts to get Sam do crazy stuff with me, and now i look back and realize.. I miss her so much, even when i am with her i miss her!! and now that i moved to another house (Exit 2) I got more further away, life goes on weirdly and gets her folks to buy a home in takhasosee which is 5 mins from my home..

I am glad (Tahseen SO hates this word, lol) i'll be seeing more of her, as I started thinking I had an imaginary best friend.. Sadeem and Mai are covering enough though..

How old do YOU think I am.. interesting quiz..

You Are 25 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

I wonder.. i wrote this way back in March this year.. So relay to it

I wonder..

I be friended you, right away, or so I thought in so my own way,
Began telling you tales, i never thought i'd say..

And what started as friendship.. Slowly grew, and showed another display,I got more attached to you than a house to its clay!
& You've started to treat me like you felt the same way..So i opened up more, and let those new emotions relay..

Will I regret it? i can't say that i'm sure I won't regret this oneday,I'm afraid i would, for i am jinxed in every way!
Why'd we rush it this way? will I be hating the month of May?Did I go to a place where I believed I wanted to stay?Is this not more than a fling malay?

Needless to sour anymore, i got to fight this rally,Think it throughly, make my mind for once decide, and leave my heart away..
Do we really posses feelings for each other, or is it not more than a chunk of hay!

I don't need another betray!!looking for a friendly face, reaching for a safe place.. where i know i didnt mislay..Where I know I won't get a broken ray..
And where I wounder if I'll see myself with you on Valentines day..

Stole this off Fedo's page..

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	7.2
Mind:	7.1
Body:	8.2
Spirit:	7.1
Friends/Family:	5.3
Love:	1.4
Finance:	8.6
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Don't argue about the difficulties. The difficulties will argue for themselves. - Winston Churchill

The longest week, I swear!

Okay, try to answer this; Have you ever been mean on your selves? As I think of now, I believe I were.. Everything's changing.. I should too. Define change? Now as i have been told to change, and not to, I came to an understanding that I should have gotten to long before; A person can change, and not change in the same time! Maybe its more like maturing.. And I think I've grown up a lot lately.. Haven't been my best memories, but I really haven't called them my worst you know? I guess I been too mean on myself, and people have used that against me.. Is it easy to grow now? Yes it is that I've realized what I have to grow out of.. Being that person that I was, made me honestly believe life is all flowery and pink.. But as reality had to hit me more than once to realize it isn't all that, I refuse to become the person many have become.. I will go on, as i always did, I'll "Mature" a little more, but hey, whoever you were to me, I'll think twice before believing another word you say.. Or I wont bother to care ;)

Needy? Yes, I believe I've been that.. And despite hw much independent I am, and like to be. Sometimes my twisted mind tells me I can't live without you! Yes, I know how ridicules that sounds.. But, the truth is, it's not that i can't live without you, it's just that i don't even want to try.. Now, define needy? lol, I'd say - and everyone who really knew me- that needy is just the opposite of me.. And hey, it should be that way, and it will be.. Being needy to someone who you can't really describe as a "real friend" is bad. And as bad as it is; you got to be stronger, and just DON'T be..
Now, latest update on little sicko here;I have made up my mind a last about going to the doctors! pry for me!

Just another day << my sis used to luv a song that started out like this..

Everything's black, i hear voices, i see faces, and yet none i recognize.. a startling sound rings through my ears.. and i wake up from another restless sleep.. 5.30 a.m. in my cell alarm.. Hit snooze, try to complete the dream.. Snooze again... Snooze last time, Check the time; omg its 5.50 wake up, take the cell to the bath, brush my teeth, an think about my day, dreams, work, mom, car, rush hour?? and the alarm hits again to remind me to stop brushing and do sthn else.. By 6.30 a.m. i'm in the kitchen, everyday i got three choices depending on the mood; Sleepy > coffee to go, Excited and up > Gum would do, Thinking too much that i lack Vitamins > a plate of Tomatoes, Carrots, Lettuce and cucumbers to eat on my way.. Newspaper or a book, any would do for my long ride to work..I learned to enjoy this ride as i have a lot of conversation with my one-year-younger sister who i got to drop at KSU on my way to work.. Not a bad trip at all, when i was thinking of joining SABB i was sad for the fact that i will miss my sister, as we dont meet at all, unless we plan it, and its on week end.I get to work at 8.00 sharp, log on my pc, check my mail, inbox and start my day.. by 12.30 think about lunch, or just Turkish coffee as it is these days the best way to loose weight.. by 5.00 say g'byes and leave, now the real day begains, what makes me sad is i am a morning person, i love the sun, and these days i get out of work after maghreb prayer :( anyhoo, today, i called mom on my way and told her i wanted to see my little cousin, so cute, at last Aunt laila had her first baby born!! allah y5lee laha eyah o0 y8r 3yonha feeh ya rab! Left the hospital half an hour later, came home, talked to mom, watched TV, played with cute ol'Tiger lili, drank tea with honey and lemon < better ="D'">

Wow, been a week already?

This was the longest week ever!!

wow, i mean wow!!! I been working my ass off for Tahseenz ol' benefit, not eating, got the flue, had to get out of work @ 4.30 to go to this Financial Management Course till 9.30 PM all this week!!
Tiring, but yet, so helpful..
ok, my list what have i done so far?
1- Buy me a 6ar7a, and a new 3abaya - not yet!
2- Finish my Scorpio Zodiac painting - almost done! turned out so kool too!!
3- Get money from dad to pay the Financial Administration course -- didnt need to do that so cross that
4- Complete my room (TV stand! Now!) -- not yet!!
5- Lose 5 Kg.s by February!-- lost 2 already!! 3 to go =D
6- Buy a new high heeled shoe, another flat sandals both for work -- this week i'll go shopping
7- Pay dad back-- cross that
not bad, at least i know what i'm doing..
I got the flue, my voice is lost.. my head aches, my throught throbs < all ="S,">

Friday morning, why am I up?? =S

I usually sleep all mornings on my week end. I should enjoy them, and have my holly sleep in them. As I am a big sleeper and a workoholic, so young for work, many said and would say. But hey, why bother study more when I can just have a head start in life. I do think of school from time to time, I am interested to learn. But sometimes a certificate is not the right way to have to be a mature person. I am thinking now of on-line schooling. That would suit me good. I am just waiting for my life to ease up on me a little.

This is my first blog, and though I start writing like you know me. I dont know whats so good about blogging that it makes people feel better about thier day. And self.. Or is it only me, as I am a somewhat secretive person. I got a hell lot of friends. But are they friends or are they just fun mates? mm interesting question, lol .. I love them, although I got weird thoughts sometimes =P..

Anyhoo.. I'll write down my plans, cuz thats the only way I stick to them;

1- Buy me a 6ar7a, and a new 3abaya
2- Finish my Scorpio Zodiac painting
3- Get money from dad to pay the Financial Administration course
4- Complete my room (TV stand! Now!)
5- Lose 5 Kg.s by February!
6- Buy a new high heeled shoe, another flat sandals both for work
7- Pay dad back

Ahh.. I'll go say hi to mom and dad, i'll come back later to see what can I do with this blog..
ttyl I guess, and happy holidays ;)