Resolutions.. And Finding One's Self..

I been suffering a real bad mood lately.. These last 2 months i been discovering a lot about people and myself.. I been thinking too much.. And thank God, today I can say I am at peace with myself at last. i thank friends for being there. i poured my heart out, and I realized, it's okay to say ur lost, and u don't understand and ur afraid! And it always feels better to vent to the right people, so they can re-assure u that ur not lost in the first place..

I still have a lot not figured out, I don't understand a lot about him. he has a diary, and he told me about it, but told me I'm sorry I wont share it.. Mmmm, I wonder if he's one of you bloggers =P

Rotana called me for an HR coordinator job, I told them I'll get back to them but I didn't.. I don't know, the people who worked there, the girls to be precise, I couldn't accept them :S and I just thought, I'll find a better job inshallah soon.. I hate to quit without another job, I hate to quit and not know what will I do.. My only prayer now is that God makes my path easy and help me find my way.

So by next year inshallah, I wish to:
• Lose 10 or more KGs :D
• Visit one more country i never been to
• Be patient and try to let things go =)
• Learn a foreign language (preferable Espanol)
• Do something I like to do! (work )
• Keep in touch with valuable friends =')
• Buy less stuff

Luck ya'll.. in finding yourself, if you wanted to =P

Congrats Hilal for Breaking the Red Devils in Riyadh (the game just ended what else was I supposed to put here)

So, it's been a while. I’ve been busting my ass studying! -yeah, right!- hehe, well anyways, I tried to bust my ass in studying =P I cant seem to remember how to study serious things. That’s why I was tripping over that Econ, I had the test today! And I can not tell you how relieved I am!

Anyhooz, I was planning to blog about how cold it's been here, but since the weather is normal now, I’ll let it go! Just know that it's scary to see an ICE layer on ur grass :S

The reason behind my blogging entry now is, I AM FRUSTRTED. Alhelal, which is my team! And Man U, which I used to root for back in their good days, are playing! Here in Riyo!!!!! And why am I not attending the game???? KUZ females are cursed when they are living in Saudi! That’s why!!! So why am I not watching it on TV?? Oh, yeah.. Kuz ART's stupid subscription expired 2 months ago and we just knew today kuz we never watch crappy ART!

So yeah, life's good.. Maybe it just happened to work that way so I can study :P haha, yeah whatev.. 2 more finals and I’m done, cross ur fingers for me folks!

One more thing, anyone other than me noticed that blogger went Arabic on them!!

Over and out =)

Just Another Day.. Another Blog Entry..

I've been taking too long to study my Econ105. I never studied econ in my life, I'm kinda interested since it involves programming, and so far I didn't reach that section of the book. But soon, I should finish it today to start studying my other subjects.

My friends here for Xmas, I haven't seen her in 2 years! And she might be leaving this weekend without me seeing her since I have no time. LITERALLY!

I been yo-yo-ing the thought of quitting for so long, I've been slacking! Sheesh. I will not quit! THERE I SAID IT. Hope my unconscious mind believes this! –I say sheesh a loooot lately!-

On a slighter note; I've met this girl, who had real unpleasant looks. After spending some time and knowing her, she became pretty to me because of her wonderful characteristics.. Another, who is considered pretty, but since i know her, i never thought of her as a beautiful girl. It's weird.. I guess charm is really from within.

I still want a new blogskin, guess I'll play with the skin I got and see what happens. I might like what I get ;)

Fo0f's 2008 "Check List" (My Resolutions Aint Ready Yet :$)

update:
6th of Jan.. bloggers went silent!
i went silent for fouad.




My Resolutions are on hold for the moment. Here's my check list:

• Study both Econ and Comm this week.
• Go to my apartment more often! -no reason required! I just wana go-
• Try out my wedding gown :D need shoes and veil pronto!
• Choose the flowers, choco, sweets, pastries, and choose a cake!
• 30 mins of cycling a day, goes to 1 hr next. No more eating at work.
• Watch I am Legend and start watching Sex and the City.
• Get in touch with Mayoosh before she goes back to the states!
• Buy a golden watch.
• Go online less.

I got a lot more on my mind, but let me see if I can stick to this, i'll be back next week to check

weekend at last :D some people invited THEMSELVES to Fudz and appearntly i'm paying, hehe.. good thing I aint eating at work anymore huh..

-Fo0f, over and out :)